I know that when I am feeling disconnected from people, feeling insecure, and comparing myself to others-that I need to step back and take better care of myself. For me, that means changing what I can change. I know that my body and my soul has been missing my daily 5 mile walks, so last night I hiked the "M", and today I have already walked into town and back. Getting a good physical workout every day will do wonders for me. I know that. It felt wonderful to walk! I may try to get a bike to ride for the next three weeks, until Kellie leaves and I buy hers. I am also working on changing my housing situation-and have full faith that all will work out the way it is meant to be.
Although I am not bonding with many people at school, there are great people to hang out with and that will be enough for me. I need to remember to keep my eye on my goals: to learn as much technical knowledge as I can here, perfect my photography skills and get on the road to becoming the best photographer I can possibility become. The gravy will be developing relationships that I can carry with me into my life as I move forward.
It is so beautiful here!